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first tattoo.
by ~rainb0wdelight
nonstop.you'll never understand how i felt  because you never gave me the  
chance to express it. when i  wanted to show you  exactly  how i felt,  what i felt for you,  you shut me down and shoved  me away, farther and farther  until there was nothing left of  even myself  to grasp onto,  to cling to and hold me here.   
now  i have lost myself  again and  i'm not sure how much  you really care,  how much you promise,  how much you hurt.   
what do you want anymore?  i don't think you're really  certain of what you want,  what nonstop.
by ~rainb0wdelight
catch the wheel_I . . . . .  i can't apologize  for the things i said,  simply because every  word i uttered was true.  you expect me to be kind  
when you ripped my  heart from my chest,  
and through sharp teeth,  told me you hadn't loved me  
at all.   
I I . . . . .  
kind words are reserved  
for those who float  
with butterfly wings and  
hold lanterns with a firefly's  glow, but instead  
you bear a forked tongue and  medusa's gaze; your concrete  heart doesn't hold a beat  anymore.   
I I I . . . . .  where have your eyes gone? &nb catch the wheel_
by ~rainb0wdelight
it's more than a memory_i.   
i remember the drive home, and how hollow i felt leaving you then. your words were metallic and cold, emotionless, and something in my heart stirred and told me you never meant that. i knew then that it was the end, and i couldn't salvage what happiness i had left. sure enough, like everyone else, you were there and then gone. despite how much i expected it, it was a hurt greater than anything i'd experienced before.   
you quite literally left me...   
                           it's more than a memory_
by ~rainb0wdelight
pieces of my heart remain in the words i speak and write.
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it's been awhile.

Tue Nov 3, 2009, 1:33 PM
  • Mood: Hysterical
  • Listening to: "Mushi" - Dir en grey
  • Reading: i will find
  • Watching: the sun beyond
  • Playing: the clouds and
  • Eating: rain and then
  • Drinking: i'll be free.
Miss me much? Probably not, but it is my own fault I suppose for being horribly inactive as far as commenting and submissions and journal entries. I'm back for a bit, I guess, considering I ended up with this whole damn week without work. Fuckers. I ask for one day and they give me this week long escapade where my paycheck is destined for ruin. Ah well! It's life.

Recently started talking to a person I hadn't talked to in months. If you guys recall-and as I've written about him-he's my ex, and he's wanting me back and the worst part is I want to be back. I do. I miss him so damn much it's not funny. But I'm scared that he'll either change his mind and here we are at square one again or our paths in the future are entirely way too different and so it'd have to end anyway. Not sure what to do, but things will work out in the end I suppose.

I'm tired anymore. Never really get quite the amount of sleep that I need. And even if I sleep 12 hours on one of my good days off, I still feel tired. It's like I never EVER will get enough sleep which blows hardcore.

I haven't been writing, and for that I apologize sorta, even though I suck badly at doing so. I suppose I'm a bad deviant. :/

Uh. Anyway. The main purpose of this journal was to ask a simple question.
T A T T O O I D E A
That's what I'm getting as a tattoo and I need to know which font looks best. Because I'm picky and I need opinions. Lol. Please and thanks.

Anyway, I'll try to get some new stuff up soon. Sorry for being a lazy ass.

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alyssa » college student » 18 » works at mcdonald's
unsure of religion » questioning sexuality » debating life
art, literature, music lover » wanna-be artist, writer, photographer
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  • Current Residence: Arkansas
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: Medium
  • Interests: Computers, Music, Literature, Art.
  • Favourite movie: Anything by Hayao Miyazaki.
  • Favourite band or musician: Too many.
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock, Foreign.
  • Favourite artist: Gah, so many talented ones.
  • Favourite poet or writer: Edgar Allan Poe, ftw.
  • Favourite style of art: Any.
  • Operating System: Windows Vista.
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod.
  • Favourite game: FF, Legend of Dragoon, Little Big Planet.
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2. It's faithful.
  • Favourite cartoon character: Chowder.
  • Personal Quote: "There is nothing left to say."
  • Tools of the Trade: Digital camera, laptop, pen and paper.

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*XerXesBreak Oct 14, 2009, 6:02:45 AM
Thanks a lot for the watch :3

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ninjin loves you yeah~ <3

eat more rainbow-carrots!
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=Lord-Kevinz Oct 18, 2009, 6:11:10 AM
thank you for the fave

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~rainb0wdelight Oct 18, 2009, 7:34:02 AM
it was well-deserved. you're welcome. :)

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*royalocean Sep 23, 2009, 5:54:53 AM
Thanks for the fave (:

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It's nobody's business what's in my cup, what's in your cup, what's in their cup. It's your cup, drink it. Fuck you, and whatever was in my cup, I'm going to keep drinking it. Suck my dick, and my cup. - Lil Wayne
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~rainb0wdelight Sep 23, 2009, 7:18:48 PM
you are very welcome. :]

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=Lord-Kevinz Oct 13, 2009, 6:45:45 AM
thank you for the fave

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i'm not afraid to die. but i'm afraid to dry./

"Je ne suis pas d’accord avec ce que vous dites, mais je me
battrai jusqu’? la mort pour que vous ayez le droit de le dire"
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~IgnisAlatus Sep 18, 2009, 8:23:11 PM
Thank you for the favorite. c:
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~rainb0wdelight Sep 18, 2009, 8:31:55 PM
a well-deserved one, of course. C:

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