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until then and after by rainb0wdelight, literature

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until then and after

once every year i sit, and recount every moment that you broke my heart, wondering exactly what your thoughts were and why you did what you did. i know at least one of those times was a mutual agreement, that you didn't want me clinging on to something, someone that may not return to my arms. but the rest... i always tell myself in the end it didn't matter, that you were mine, are mine still, will always be mine but i worry that i will end up pushing you away again somehow. it seems to be what i'm good at doing. however, it's been four years, four months, and nine days as of now, as of this moment that i write this, that we have been

once upon a time, forever. by rainb0wdelight, literature

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once upon a time, forever.

I. there we were again, standing like two lost souls in the midst of the snow; like two bewildered deer in the light of each other's eyes. neither of us knew what to say--if anything at all. neither of us knew what to do, if there was something we should do, or if we should turn and go our separate ways. but in no time, he was at my side, eyes turned down. "would you... like some coffee?" the question was so familiar and i knew just how to answer-- even if i told myself i shouldn't. II. instead of discussing the world or our views, or the very uncomfortable feeling we both clearly held in this moment, we sat silent, exchanging an occ

help me. by rainb0wdelight, literature

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help me.

i don't know how to ask for help. my tongue dries up and i find myself choking on every word i want to speak but c a n n o t i'm supposed to be p e r f e c t i'm supposed to be exsquisitely happy. i'm supposed to f o r g i v e and f o r g e t but how does one do that so easily? it's not it's not easy and with this, with me it's not possible. i'm sick of feeling like this, sick of feeling like i'm drowning, like i'm s u f f o c a t i n g but it doesn't go away. i'm begging for help beneath my facade and my plastic smile; i'm pleading for help between my quiet chuckles and crinkled e y e s but it's a language that cannot be heard, tha

growing pains. by rainb0wdelight, literature

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growing pains.

to watch a world filled with so much hatred and judgement only go further spiral is truly traumatic; to transition from the innocence of childhood to the cold darkness of growing older; it's like being drowned in a bathtub full of ice water; the days you had were, are still always there but you can't grasp them and your chest tightens with the thought that all of that time will be forgotten; and it is.

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spring spirit

there is a spring that resides far from the clutches of man, hidden deep beneath a shroud of trees in its own private clearing littered with the remnants of what used to be. deserted by those which used to dwell among the trees--a lyrical bunch of unseen beings, ones who were saintly in their innocence and naïveté-- the lonesome holder of this spring, a spirit, floats quietly, sorrowfully, bent to the will of tyrants, monsters who bore falacy, false promises. "you may live within these waters," the spring's spirit had offered, "so long as you vow to leave my waters mellow, and bury yourselves deep beneath, at the farthest de

Horror Project 01 by rainb0wdelight, literature

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Horror Project 01

Tap. Tap. Tap. Tap. I kept thinking to myself, 'What the hell is that noise?' while I stared at the black, leather-bound journal I held open with my right wrist. I heard it between guitar riffs through the slender headphones over my ears. I had even paused the music, assuming the noise to be part of this peculiar song, but it continued. It was several minutes later when it dawned on me—the sound was my fingers anxiously rapping the pencil I held against the plywood desk. I sighed, a tremor in the breath I hadn't realized I'd been holding. Anxiety had always been part of me, since my family's home had been 'burglarized' as a child. I

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Love dA Lit: Issue 138 by HugQueen, journal

Love dA Lit: Issue 138

Sep 15, 2013

Welcome to the one-hundred thirty-eighth issue of Love dA Lit! :happybounce: Every Sunday this article will aim to promote volunteer opportunities, various resources, prompts, challenges, and workshops, as well as highlighting various contests, and spotlighting a specific group or project for two weeks. This is by no means a complete list of all the literature going-ons, merely a tool to help you get involved and stay informed. LITplease (https://www.deviantart.com/litplease)'s Community Portal A Smattering of Lit News Navigation Literature Links | Group Spotlight | Workshops, Prompts and Challenges Literature Contests | Resources | Open Admin Positions Literature Communit

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december train station. by rainb0wdelight, literature

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december train station.

I. we met one rainy afternoon, standing at the platform and waiting for the train to come. as strangers, we never said a word to each other. it was only by accident that i brushed his shoulder with mine and quickly apologized. he told me it was not a problem, then asked if i would like some coffee, for apparently i looked cold. i'm wondering if he realized then how cold i really was. (especially on the inside.) II. he didn't believe in love, or that's at least what he told me. he especially didn't believe in love at first sight. i asked him why he had offered a stranger coffee, just for brushing against him and he la

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Artist // Hobbyist // Literature

July 12, 1991
United States
Deviant for 14 years
She / Her

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^{It's been awhile....

» married. ♥ 11 Dec 2011
» hardly writing anymore.
» currently employed in a factory as a glorified janitor if that gives you any clues on how my life is going.
» no human babies, but two precious fur children.
» living in arkansas, still, but did manage to move away for a few months.
» will hopefully eventually get back into writing, and hopefully it'll be halfway decent.

find me on facebook!!}

Favourite Movies

Deadpool.

Favourite TV Shows

Supernatural

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Dir en grey, the GazettE

Favourite Writers

Edgar Allan Poe, Sylvia Plath

Favourite Games

The Elder Scrolls, Minecraft, Smite, Heroes of the Storm, World of Warcraft, Terraria, Black Desert Online

Favourite Gaming Platform

PC, SNES

Tools of the Trade

Pen and paper, Microsoft Word.

Other Interests

Technology, video games, my dogs.

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rainb0wdelight

Sep 16, 2013

My husband's finally an adult.

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He's a year younger than me and he finally just turned 21. xD I'm so proud. Now he's finally legal to do pretty much whatever. No more buying alcohol--he gets to do it now. In other news, I'm working on my comeback slowly.. I want to be able to provide a good amount of material to come back with. :) Good material, nonetheless and that takes some effort. My writing ability has pretty much gone to shit. For those of you still sticking with me, thanks. It means a lot, considering I haven't been putting myself out there a lot lately.

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rainb0wdelight

Aug 17, 2013

I THINK I CAN COME BACK.

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I'm going to attempt to start writing things to make a comeback to deviantART. I haven't given up yet! Just.. need a little more time. :) I appreciate everyone who's still stuck around as a watcher on this account. BUT HEY, MY HUSBAND AND I HAVE A HOUSE NOW AND I LIVE IN CALIFORNIA. :D

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rainb0wdelight

Aug 13, 2012

Woooooow.

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Journals are difficult to figure out now.. Anyway, I grew a year older and I haven't been on here--legitimately on here--in forever. Of course, I appear here to realize why. No one can just leave shit alone. Everyone has become trolls. This makes me roll my eyes a lot. So I'm probably just going to disable comments on everything I've written because god knows no one is old enough anymore to comprehend certain things.